Ok...so as we all know (so I think)I am a complete and overly addicted Silent Hill freak. Which is really weird because a long time ago I used to be like deathly afraid of it. But anyway...my friend let me borrow 2 of the games (Silent Hill: Origins and Silent Hill 2)since I don't have my money yet. But i've been playint the second one like CRAZY because the second one is like the first one i've ever known. So i've been playing the second one for who knows how many days in a row. And since that game makes me always on the look out, for there are monsters like around every corner. It has now caught up with me in the real world. So now like everytime i'm walking down meh goddamn hallway my first thoughts are "look into that room...there could be something in there". It's kinda annoying...but whatever not even that will stop me from playing the almighty, wonderful gift that is SILENT HILL!!! Oh...and I am going to make a 30 second silence for James...for all the troubles he's had.

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In case you didn't know that is 30 dots up there for the seconds. ^_^ This is such a long journal but hey it was worth it. Now i'm going to return to my solemn chamber and continue on with my mission to carry out the task of beating Silent Hill 2 and eventually Silent Hill: Origins. Allow all the Silent Hill nurses and Pyramid Head to be with me in my moment of Silent Hilling. ^_^

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My internet is being retarded and won't let me change my mood so...yeah...this message will disappear when it works again.

Well...as of late i've had really nothing to do. I wanted to put up more pics that i've drawn...but...as usual my scanner is being a piece of shit. Other news being that I am putting up some more of my poems considering that i've realized people seem to like my poems much more than my drawings (plus it sounded fun). Also...the guy I found (Tyler), I can't talk to him no more because my internet is being a complete douche bag as of late as well (Or so I think). Other than that this summer has pretty much sucked ass...considering there is absofuckinlutely nothing to do. I'm thinking about taking requests cuz i'm really bored and such and I have no good ideas for drawings. So if ya have any i'd love ta hear em. Oh and if you think I suck at drawing I IMPROVED!!! Like a whole lot too!!!

I hate everything soooo much right now...I'm not even joking! I am crying my eyeballs out right now!!! I hate people I HATE them!!! Why are people so mean to me!!!The reason why and I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU THINK I'M CHILDISH!!! Anyway...the reason why is because...these...dumbass people made a fake zelda movie trailer and I thought it was real...and now...now...!!! How could they do that...especially since i'm the biggest zelda fan...I hate EVERYTHING!!! I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!! Someone please come kill me now...i'm in so...much...pain...please.

Whew...life has been so rough lately. I just want to collapse on the floor and STAY there . Other than that...i'm extremely dizzy right now and feel like i'm moving in circles...even though i'm not (I went to the carnival). Oh and sorry to keep all you peeps waiting for me to get on again...life's been hectic. I have so many problems...as usual. For example: my scanner is not working, I almost didn't get to go to the carnival, I feel like i'm going to puke, people are being complete dickheads to me (also usual), and my mom is being a complete asswipe...oh and I might get held back a grade . Now my eyes keep twitching it is really hard to type when they do that. Oh god...dizzy...shit.... But...on the good side of life, i got some bunny ears (fake...to wear...yeah), and my dad did doughnuts in his convertable today...FUN!!!

In case some of you people don't know what M.I.A is it is short for Missing In Action. Sorry to all you people who care but i've been rather busy lately and in all that time a lot of interesting things have happened. First to star things: I got suspended for 3 days from school (I will explain that story at the bottom), Second I get to go to the anime convention in Las Vegas in September (I'm going as Fye from Tsubasa...I will have pics taken and put them on here yes), Third I have created many lovely pottery objects that i plan to take pics of and put on here (They are beautiful...at least i think so), Fourth my mom is now making me put my adorable kitty Lala (who is my baby) in a cage at night , and Fith...I will be putting up some more pictures don't worry!!! Please...

The Reason I Got Suspended
Ok...imma wrap this up pretty quick so sorry if i make no sense what so ever!!! At lunch my friend kicked Panda (another friend) in the balls, so Panda was going to steal her backpack and do bad things to it...which i thought was not right...so I went and grabbed her backpack and held onto it. So then Panda told Travis (a stupid random idiot...who is very ugly i might add. And you know who i'm talking to when i say this....WHY DID YOU ASK HIM OUT AGAIN...I MEAN MY SHIT LOOKS BETTER THAN HIM!!!) Anyway, so Panda told Travis to steal her backpack from me so he came at me pulled the backpack WITH ME, to the ground and dragged me. So being my violent self i got up punched him several times in the shoulder and a few times in the back of the head really hard. Then i pulled his hair as hard as i could until he was on his knees begging for mercy, so i threw him backwards. He fell and then i got up on the bench, jumped off, and stomped him!!! And this all makes me terribly happy!!! ^_^